Was gunna write a blog but here it is...
My computer won't turn on again, so here it goes.
My prep update:
👉🏼I've been in prep for 10 weeks and I've lost 3lbs👈🏼
Womp. There it is.
I've been picking myself apart because I've been fucking around on my diet WAY too often, stressing myself out WAY too often, lacking motivation WAY too often.
So what do I do when this happens?
I get my shit together. I stop feeling sorry myself because I've got stressful shit going on in my life. I stop letting outside factors determine whether I FEEL like going to the gym, or if I FEEL like eating like shit that day because "I'm sad."
Prep is not a time to be a little bitch. 🤷🏻♀️ I said what I said. 👏🏼
These pictures are 1 year apart. My show date is the exact same as last year, & while I started this prep 2 weeks earlier & 7lbs lighter this year, there's only a 2lb difference.
Yes, clearly the girl on the right is ahead of the girl on the left, BUT the stubborn ass inside both of them is not satisfied. I want more from myself. This girl deserves better, and I'm gunna give it to her. So if you see me out in Huntington Beach, or at the Arnold in a couple weeks fucking around on my shit, that ain't me. I don't know her, Because it's not happening. ACTUAL prep Caraline in full effect & that stage won't know what hit it come June. 😈
Okee bye 👋🏼